musicman

I have a problem~!!


Okay well maybe it's not exactly a problem, but for lack of a more positive way to put it.

It's the kind of thing where while you're not aware of it, it's totally fine.

But once you start realising it's there, it gets kind of buggy after awhile.

Get what I mean?

No?

Hmmmm..

Kind of like a scar which you have, when you're busy with a million other chores you totally leave it alone and it's fine.

But once you start staring at it, and staring at it, and staring at it, slowly your hands move in for one scratch.

And another.

And another.

And another.

Till nothing is left but you sadistically enjoying the pain and the sight of your fresh pink and raw skin below.

Hmmmmmmm...

Okay maybe not like that.

Well basically, I've got an absolutely uncurable addiction.

Or actually not an addiction because I'm not consciously partaking or immersing myself in any particular drug, activity or action.

Perhaps to label it a "state-of-mind" would be the most apt!

Yes, it's perfect actually, I'm such a genius xD

Okay okay, it's just simply that I have one song or another stuck in my head ALL THE TIME.

Like from my waking moment to the shower to brushing my teeth to dressing up to the car ride for work to the train ride to the office to lunch to dinner to every activity to when I walk anywhere in the world I'm walking to to meet whoever wants to meet me, I'm constantly beating my foot or tapping my finger or bobbing my head to a song. (Haha bobbing get it?)

Even if I'm not plugged in to an iPod.

It's like, I have the plug-in-to-ear-phones eternally stuck to my eardrums.

Even when I'm about to sleep and fade away for the night there'll be a song playing at the back of my mind.

TAKE NOTE: I'm not hearing things mind you, it's just that I'm forever singing to myself one song or another.

And I just can't stop!!

It's like err..

Yea an addiction! In the gripping sense of the word.

I guess it's really good in some ways, maybe it makes me uber-musical?

But I tend to sing along to whatever song is playing in my head, and sometimes I get weird stares from people in the MRT and Bus Stop haha!!

When that happens my volume suddenly cuts to a whisper, but I continue singing or humming anyway.

And I totally love singing and grooving to the music but...

When it's 24/7...

It gets kinda weird after a while.

And I've probably been doing this for years now but I've only realised it in the past few days.

Hmmmmmmmmmm....

Any one got any tips to help me?

Does this happen to any of you too?

Or perhaps, do all of you have the same tendency?

I'm terribly sorry if I've prematurely made you realise this HAHAHAHAHAHA!

At least now we're all kinda suffering together!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~!!!

p.s.: when you tag can you please leave your name? so weird to have four anonymous comments on my tagboard!!

p.s.2: and i know who "youdontknowme" is, your writing style is too familiar haha!! see you around, if you get what I mean ;-)